it’s 2009 and i’m still whining

May 19th, 2009 by viewtheview

I miss being in the early 20s. I miss being  young. I miss being stupid and doing all the stupidest stuff. I should have done them,  I shouldn’t have thought things thru too much. You don’t stay in the 30s and do stupid stuff anymore. that is when you are a real idiot. I am an idiot right now, doing stupid stuff at my age? that is beyond stupid. And if i’m gone mad, i’m even gonna do something crazier this year. It’s like i’m planning it already. It’s bad it’s bad it’s really bad. it will hurt other people. But what if bad makes me feel younger and sexier? Should I just go on with it and not regretting it when I’m 40?

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Chop my passport ok!

October 27th, 2008 by viewtheview

Bouncing over bundles of clouds which is the reason why I hate travelling, we made it to HK. As soon as the plane landed I revised my old saying just like any other time, here I quote: “I will not think about going to America and Europe again.” And whoever I say that to will say, “This you say everytime the plane lands.” So there stood HK, tall and gorgeous and we were basically clueless to face it. But I’d  never lost sense of browsing the net about HK weeks beforehand so those names of places like Jordan or Admiralty or Causeway bay etc weren’t that new to me. I had names of places to visit, all we had to do was ask. I speak no Cantonese, nor understand any, Giant can speak a little and understand better. I know a few Chinese characters so when Giant seeked for Pork Congee, I would look for the words ‘zhu rou’, if it weren’t there then I’d tell him they didn’t sell pork congee. Whether it was true or not, he bought it. He had to. Being monotonous with taste, I preferred to go with roasted duck on rice which has always become my favourite dish. The duck must have been obese, because the meat was thick and juicy. If it weren’t for Giant, I must’ve only eaten roasted duck for all lunches and dinners. And for breakfast? because we were in HK, we ate breakfast the HK way. YumCha-way!!!!

They say a view can worth a million dollars, but even if we had that much money, we couldn’t bid on it. It belongs to the earth, to the universe. A tower can be as tall as Godzilla, but a grand panaromic view is only grand if it’s associated with the trees, the air, the wind, the lights, the sky, the stars and the moon and everything around it. From the top of the mountain, the view of HK was the sight for my sore eyes. Since we couldn’t take it home nor purchased it with the few bucks in hand, we just stared.  The ice-cream, however, was simultaneously a sore for my purse and my throat.

The house of wax by Madame Tussaud exposed famous people in close vicinity with no paparazzi around. In there, even the deceased famous people were alive. I took pictures with Elvis, Monroe, Enstein as if i’d known them for life. Maybe at night, they move around and talk to one another and before the sun rises, they go back to being nothing but wax. Wax or no wax, these real-sized mannequins were close to being humans. My heartbeat raced being so dearly close to gorgeous men like Beckham and Pitt and even Bruce Lee. Then when we came across Johnny Depp, my close to 30 year-old-heart almost set itself to a coma. He’s not even one of my favourite men, but I gotta admit he was the most goodlooking waxed man I’d met so far. That’s why they placed Mao Ze Dong in another section to suppress jealousy.

After the coma drama with Johnny Depp, I experienced the near-death moment taking one stupid space ‘rollercoaster’ ride in Disneyland. See my heart isn’t strong enough to handle rides. It was a dark ride, but my ride was pitch black because I shut my eyes the whole time. I felt like I could be thrown out onto the air anytime. I held the bar so tight I’d probably bent it. But there goes the story of one freaky ride, because the rest of Disneyland made it one fine day. Even with my greasy hair and dark circled eyes, I managed to get out of Disneyland without being mistaken for a halloween girl.

The whole HK trip was great. It didn’t stink at all! Perhaps if I’d  found that stinky tofu, it would have stunk a little bit. Maybe I can use a tofu reason to go back again one day.

Speaking of one day, a ferryboat took us to Macau and back in one day.  But one day was all we needed to make extra couple hundred dollars from the casino. If I only knew one thing, that one thing was that I hadn’t been to Macau. I had only been to the casino/hotel. But was it impressive? Truly!

Thanks to my generous sponsors for this trip.

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DISNEYLAND HERE I COME

September 23rd, 2008 by viewtheview

I got the tickets in hand, literally. Bit of re-scheduling, browsing and cost-minimising actions for hours I’m proud I had everything under control.

Gee have I gained body flesh in the last couple days. I took some Cable-TV time out to do Taebo yesterday. I didn’t have to finish the whole session, I already sweated like a pig. Hiatttt here and hiatttt there i was kicking some serious ass! Then today I had what I call STUPIDITY. Giant and I went to these two newly opened restaurants, like, get into one, get out and then get into another one straight! I usually hate to name which restaurants I go to ( I’m a food lover I don’t like criticizing my food unless they’re really bad), but this time I have to. I assume they both have some same shareholders but I don’t know why Gelato bar sucks and La Trattoria un-sucks. Well, now I guess I didn’t miss out much at the grand opening day that we’d failed to attend. Plus the idea of dressing up for the party giving me a headache already. They really have to do something with that ice-cream parlour of theirs. Everything sucks from the decoration that is too girly, too many mirrors, I don’t think eating and looking at myself in the mirror from every angle can boost up my appetite. The service area is way too cramped and hazardous, the waiters are looking confused, the price OMG is so ridiculous. The food is …sorry…. rather bland. I must apologize for many critics but i would look at the bright side :they are good critics because critics are good. On the other hand, the other restaurant i’d mentioned was rather nice. I can understand if the waiters are bit lost in the beginning, which they then slowly pick things up over the time. The food is pretty good, that what really matters. Although I don’t like the paintings ( I was expecting something that reflects the Italian culture perhaps paintings of fat italian ladies harvesting, or swirling spaghetti on a fork or olive trees or a foxy red Alfa Romeo), I must say I like the shrieking doors and the knockers and the washbasins. I’m giving it a nine. A ten if the chefs were cuter. Salute!!!!!!!!!

So I’ve never been to HKG. I’ve never been anywhere, actually, so I’m rather excited over this trip, like, jumping up and down excited! Smelly tofu I know you’re smelly, but I promise I have to try. Mickey Mouse I would date you if you were human, you’re a very nice mouse to Minnie. Dimsum you’re delicate and petite but that’s what I like. Delicacy and one size fits all mouths kinda food. It’s been a while since I last tasted good dimsum. And tea, I will drink lots and lots and lots of tea.  乾杯!!!!

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Perfect fingers crossed

September 20th, 2008 by viewtheview

I wanna be excited over the planned trip to HKG from SG, but I can’t. Usually after getting over-excited, the plan doesn’t turn into something real. I don’t mind not going to HKG, but I do mind not going to Disneyland. But well, I guess I can hold the excitement until the tickets are booked, then I can scream out “DISNEYLAND HERE I COME”. Otherwise, it’ll only be “SINGAPORE, IT’S ME AGAIN….”

My new haircut comes with fringe. My hairstylist calls it Full Fringe, like Anne Hathaway’s, he said. It looks ok with my face, I guess, but it doesn’t fit my personality. But hair grows, so I’m cool, i guess. I was desperate everytime I saw my hair falling off. I had tried everything or bit of everything, or maybe i’d tried too many things all at once. Chinese herbal pills, aloe vera, tonic, shampoo, hair balm all at once expecting an overnight result. I started to wonder whether I had some kind of disease ??!!  

The news about ‘daging sampah’ is a shock. Someone could actually come up with something like that. Ridiculously amazing. When you think that they’re so behind and stupid, they’re really not. They must be one of the best money-making people to be so cunning to come up with such ideas. I’m not the most health-conscious person but I like to have all the knowledge of staying healthy. One of the most interesting subjects of healthy food (after Organic and food combining) to me has got to be SLOW FOOD . I saw on the cable last year how the Australians are into slow food nowadays. Slow food, in the contrary of Fast food, doesn’t exactly mean that it gets to your table slower than fast food where you get your food in a blink of an eye. Some fastfood chain restaurants offer customers to use the hourglass to time their service. If you don’t get your meal within one minute, you get free chips. Like that’s so healthy!!! Slow food is the new way of eating healthy though because before the food is made into something edible, we need to know where they come from. Eg. the farm where kettles live should provide good and healthy environment so the pigs, cows, chicken etc are happy,stress-free,depression free animals. And because they have a happy comfortable healthy life, we the cannibals who eat them gain hell lot of advantages from it. Presumably it’s also called slow food because butchers have the knowlege of the animal’s history of where they’d lived or their breeds (?!!) etc and customers are free to ask them. Interesting!!!!!!!!!!!  And it makes the whole you-are-what-you-eat phrase perfect sense.

But what is perfect? Perfect is getting to see Mickey Mouse’s imperfection of big ears, missing finger, and unmarried life. Huhuhu…

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What happens here

September 8th, 2008 by viewtheview

My blog setting has been changed for whatever reason, which I am not about to find out how or why. It just has, so I’m just gonna leave it as it is. I saw WHAT HAPPENS in VEGAS on DVD today. It was not bad at all. Ms Diaz is as adorable as always. Giant thinks she’s no pretty at all, which is true, wide lips big nose dry skin but she must taste better than sushi, coz men love her. I love her too. Her outgoing personality can be easily spotted from the way she brings herself, whether it be the way she walks, or talks or smiles or laughs. That makes her great. If I were a man living nearby her, I would be seen lining up in a long queue to date her. That should be enough of a picture yah.

So I was watching the DVD at Giant’s place, by the way. I’ve been hanging out there a lot, which makes me lazy to go anywhere else in the city. I’m back now to my parents’ house. It’s quiet in this house. I can love Giant’s place or our HOME as I usually call it, but I still miss being or living in my parents’ old and unattractive house. Here I am tonight alone in their house and loving it.

Oh, I’d waited and waited for our house number/address sign to arrive, and it was finally here couple days ago. I was so anxious over the whole post office dramas but this time no drama at all and Giant had it installed today and now I’m relieved. The waiting moment is over. One pathetic thing though, it says The YANGS, Yang is Giant’s family name and we aren’t even married yet. Maybe I’m indirectly signalling him to marry me? Woooooo…!!

My chest area is hurting right now. It shouldn’t be anything, should it? It’s probably from the weights I lifted today. I’ll see if it stays hurting for the next few days, I might need to do a little check up. Meantime I’ll just do the check up myself for any lumps or anything. You never know.. you never know!

But honestly, I’m getting slightly better with the whole optimistism and thinking positive things. Especially with my relationship, I just wanna enjoy whatever it offers me. I often tried so hard to please my partner, because when he put on a smile, I felt like I’d drawn that smile for him. It made me feel good when he smiled. And when he frowned, I felt like I’d caused it. Then I tried to put a smile onto that grumpy face, and if I succeeded I was relieved. If I didn’t, I felt like a failure. It honestly is tiring to please someone and losing yourself. It felt like a job, a job that I hate. And now, I’m just getting out of it. I’m staying away when I see that face. Enough of me asking, “are you ok?” and just walking away if he replies, “Yeah, sure.” Because I know he will come back if I pull away. Men are like rubber bands, John Gray says. Rubber band he wants, rubber band he gets. Anyway, I’m not done with this, but I have got to go. Stomach only allows to stay unoccupied for 5 hours. Afterwards, the alarm goes off for food.

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It’s a BOY

September 3rd, 2008 by viewtheview

And then it all started with me missing my nephew. He’s like a son I never had. I’m deliberately distracting myself when he comes into my head, I hate to think that he’s not around me physically. I had held him enough, kissed him a lot, hugged him before he then pulled away a lottt too, why am I still missing him? If this happens to a nephew, wouldn’t it kill me if he were my son? How can little people like babies be so meaningful in one’s life? But when they’re big, they’re not that cute anymore? When I’m feeling contented, I just want that moment to stand still, that not another minute passes to age me. I do want my time to stand still now, that my nephew is always an adorable baby, not a teenager with pimples or a grown-up with a girl by his side. I do want my time to stand still now, that Giant and I remain loving and healthy, not another ridiculous meaningless fight that would only grow us apart. Another month has passed. My nephew has grown another month older. We all have. The older we are, the less cute we are. How much cuteness does he have left? When can I see him again before his cuteness fades? Be cute, be bad, be naughty, be good, be whoever he will become, I promise one thing, I will forever love him. I now understand why my mom has loved her nephews/nieces. I’d never felt it, I’d wondered why. Now I know why. Now I know why people think their babies are the cutest even when you think they look ughhhh. Now I really know. You love your sister, you’d love their babies too. I love Giant dearly and passionately, how impossible it is to not love his. I love myself even more, can you imagine my next line?

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Sinful tits

September 3rd, 2008 by viewtheview

It’s just  passing information that I got to say I’m irritated by some girls pushing their tits out of their low-cut top for the sake of putting pictures on Friendster. I think just give us one or two clear pictures of your tits, we get it, yeah they’re huge and juicy. But after four to five times of looking at the same tits, we might want to change the channel. It’s enough to imply that women are nothing but a sex symbol, but to be one, is that all you got? If your brain is as big as your tits (left and right combined), you wouldn’t push it out of your head, you’d keep it inside nice and warm, but make sure you use it wisely so people know you have it.  No offense, no hard feelings, I think showing off is good. No, it’s greattt! It’s also flattering when they turn their head. If you have it, flaunt it, but don’t put it on sale.

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Ugh!

August 22nd, 2008 by viewtheview

Have I ever told anyone that I hate ironing? Give me any housechores but THAT. I hate it. I just can’t get it right. I press one side then the other side gets wrinkled. And it just keeps going on and on for the next half hour, especially old T-shirts that have gone out of shape. I can wash dishes piling up in your kitchen, I can mop the whole town, but that one?? I really hate it. But unfortunately I have to do it for the next few weeks for my parents, along with washing dishes, vacuuming, laundering, watering plants and scrubbing bathroom floors. Bummer.

Luckily tomorrow is Saturday. We got some bbq gathering going on in the backyard. The bbq pit has just arrived today and we’re putting it to a test tomorrow night. Some friends who are invited offer to bring beers and prawn salad. Sounds great already. Seats are quite limited, we might have to squeeze a little bit. It’s quite a wrong timing to eat grill since we just had massive amount of processed food in Brastagi last weekend. But second thought, I only have a few more months before I cut down big chunk of trans and hydrogenated fat. I’m eating healthy next year, I remember. Plus some important wedding will happen next year and I have to look good for the bride and groom. Fingers tightly crossed!

Uggghh my days are not so colourful without my baby nephew. He’s gone back home. I miss his singing, dancing and laughters. We taught him a lotttttttttt of things, and one of the greatest things was to tell him to sit tall because he sometimes slouched. I showed him once, and he did it. From slouching, he sat tall and straight. I told him to put his hands up when he heard, "Hands up", and he did it. The funniest thing! He knows over 20 fruits and pronounces them blurry, he reads words like, ‘Hand’, ‘Head’, ‘Leg’, ‘Moon’, ‘Thank you’, ‘Finger’, ‘Star’ etc and he keeps going as his age grows. We got surprised reactions from people that he could actually do all these, and we, on the other hand got heartbroken when we found out on YOUTUBE that lots of babies in the world have already gone a lot ahead of us. One baby of 15months named over 10 of the U.S former presidents by looking at black and white pictures. And she pronounced them better than I did. Crazy huh!

Anyway to my dear friend, Mel, Congratulations, I now have you all to myself again. Coffee certainly tastes funny without talking with you. Let’s go get some.

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Lots and lots of spirit

August 15th, 2008 by viewtheview

Ok, so I made Creme Brulee Tart today. Giant thought it tasted Egg Tart. It did look like a giant YumCha egg tart. It gets me thinking, I can consider myself a great chef, turning a traditional French tart into Chinese. Or I am a moron who can’t even make a simple tart. And now as I’m writing I’m tasting the very last bit of it and enjoyiiiiiiing it and thinking that I’m the latter. :D:D

Giant, on the other hand is an excellent cook. He made beef soup that lasted for days and after a few days soup can be stew and if you’ve had enough of it, you can always make it into gravy adding some flour to it (I think?!). He once made bread rolls without recipe books, and voila…..they looked like ready to put out on shelves for sale.You must get the idea who owns the kitchen by now?

Anyway, I so looked forward to the opening ceremony of the Olympics last week but had totally missed it. We reminded each other that the show started at 07.08pm our time which was 08.08pm China time. But because of beef soup, we turned on the TV after 08.08 pm OUR TIME!!!! This morning, I got to see the re-run on TV, and one word for it: TRULY AMAZING! that’s two words already. But still, it’s really really amazing. Never seen anything like it. I also loved the one in Sydney, back in the year 2000. I watched the whole great  show and a part of  me was proud even just being a temporary in Australia, not a citizen. Now that the Olympics is held in China where my grandparents came from, boy, am I in heaven! I carry the most extreme pride in my heart that I have chinese blood running thru my veins every second of the day. It’s like when I see any Jacky Chan’s movies, you’d see the look on my face as if it were saying, "that’s my brother you’re looking at". Although, he is, of course, everyone else’s brother too, but you know what I mean.

Speaking of Olympics, I was wondering the other day why those divers take open shower after each dive. I asked around the house I got answers like "to rinse off the chlorine" or "to enjoy the shower". NO NO! Answer is to loosen up the muscles. The temperature of the air and the pool are different causing the muscles to tighten. To combat this problem, they take warm shower. I didn’t come up with this answer, of course, not yet genius, but I read! So this is something worth passing since we are in the Olympics spirit. Thank you.

And speaking of spirit, 17th August is coming up. Indonesia Merdeka! Hoist your flag!

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Everythings

July 20th, 2008 by viewtheview

Just after I Googled Melbourne, I bumped into my old friend in Facebook. It had been 10 years since I last saw him. I think I mentioned him once in one of my entries, he was the first guy who had nicely politely sincerely asked me out on a date, and after 10 years, he is still a very nice guy, but of course married. Happily married. Anyway, we chatted for couple hours and it kept me smiling to ’see’ how he still sounded like himself. It must be the culture or whatever because he thinks that being a 29 yo, I am still young, "You’re still very young, Julia. Just go out and have fun." But here with our culture everyone thinks the opposite. It’s fine, of course, because I often forget that I’m 29, I feel like a kid with no responsibility, craving for TLC.

Well, at least before I hit 30, I tasted my first Wagyu beef last night. Giant took me to this usual restaurant and they had promotion for Wagyu. Even after 30% discount, Wagyu’s price is still fairly high. The promotion came with a free dessert and I opted for Cheese Crepes. I never liked the desserts there,  but these fulfilling crepes tasted really really good.

But why am I not happy?

Yesterday morning, Mel and I accompanied a friend to pick out her wedding dresses. yeah apparently there are more than one dress for a wedding. I honestly thought that we would’ve had a really hard time picking out one, I honestly thought all of their dresses would’ve looked ugly and we had no choice but to pick the prettiest among the ugliest. But no, I am very happy with our choices. After trying more than a dozen (some are extremely hideous), we picked out few very nice dresses. It’s true what they are saying, you have to try to see it. Now we are just waiting for her photo session next month and I need a white dress for her party.

And if God let me, one day I will have a white dress for my own party. Ok, an ivory dress it is.

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